It's Tuesday now and 2 more days to start of the examinations after a wholly 3 years since the end of my A-Level. 3 whole years it is. More than 1000 days.

Currently experiencing bursting brain and overclocked memory haha.

I just can't wait for next Tuesday!

We all live in a fake fake world, where deceptions lie behind every smiling faces we see. Stop being pretentious, you know you are.

Shameless shammers.

Just had my second Statistics quiz. Failed the second time running, with the first one 6/14, and now 4/10.

Seriously need to do some socks pulling!

Shoe counting assignment on behalf of Nike at Great Eastern Women 10K race today. Good pay once again and I enjoyed the 'view' too haha. I really love doing this job, it's so unrestricted and it always feel just like another gathering among friends.

So busy! 2 quizzes tomorrow and I don't think I can finish revising for them. And I got a mobilisation starting this coming Tuesday till 24th November. I don't want to get called back! No way.

That's something for me to look forward to, with last examination paper on the 24th as well. 3 more weeks to go!

It was two years of indication.
Were you not moved at all?
You had always put me on the back burner.
Will you ever regret one day?

No soccer today again. Only 4 people including myself could make it.

Kahlok clocked in under 40 minutes at the Nike Plus Human Race 10K earlier on. That's almost 10 minutes faster than me haha.

This is the 'authority' tag given to us for the race as we do our shoe counting task.

The days in school pass really fast, as compared to the time during NS. A day in army, or rather, outfield, seemed like a whole week of school. A month from now and it's the end of the first semester already. And we'll all be enjoying our well-deserved break!

But before that happens, I'll have to do some extensive catch-up in my work and revision for the examinations. Failing is not an option in university, so I have to really work hard. Someone please give me the motivation!

Last night, together with my project group friend, we went to Vivocity to watch Pandorum, our second consecutive lousy movie caught together haha! The previous one was Surrogates. I can only give each a star out of 5 at most.

It's funny how every other day didn't rain, and it just had to be on Saturday that it rains. Last week's like that, today also. When it comes to soccer, I'm incapacitated when the floor is wet, like a knight without his sword haha.

I went with a friend after soccer to study at Marina Square. Very little progress once again haha. Partly because we spent a lot of time searching and waiting for dinner. Pizza Hut's service is really lousier than my primary school canteen vendors. The last time I called for home delivery was no better either.

If I were to do a marketing project on Pizza Hut, I would certainly recommend that they close down.

Woke up this morning to a gloomy sky outside. And no doubt, it rained when soccer was about to start. Luckily, everyone turned up still. I feel so slow nowadays. Must be because of my tummy haha.

After a last minute decision, I went out to Vivocity at night to see the mid-autumn moon with a friend and we studied there till quite late. And, there was no moon to see by the way because it was raining again.

Finished the last and final session of tuition with my cousin today. A good 9 months.

Also, I signed and bought 2 insurance policies with Prudential. A prudent move I believe, given my current state of health.

My head is full of tomatoes now. The only word I can type the fastest now is tomato haha.

Tomato.

Surprise surprise. An unexpected belated mini birthday celebration today by my very own project group! I think it was Fawn's idea as I noticed her fishy behaviour since yesterday already haha. But I didn't expect it to be really because of my birthday. They gave me a mooncake as a birthday cake haha. Really thanks to the 4 of you!

Nowadays it's getting harder to organise a decent soccer gathering on Saturdays. Everybody's so occupied. My current life is almost all work and no play too.

Today we played on and off because of the rain. Fun but full of pain. I think I will just quit soccer altogether once my futsal shoes give way.

In the evening, I chose my birthday watch for a very long time. I insisted on one that I liked while in the shop, but now I'm in a state of after-purchase regret now. I hope the feeling goes away soon.

And so my big 21st birthday is over. What a milestone, having lived in this world for a good 21 years. Officially an adult, with full freedom I guess haha. But a part of me is still missing. When will I ever find it?

I had 3 mini celebrations on Saturday and on Monday the actual day itself.

The first one is the usual birthday dinner with my family and cut-cake at Velocity's LingZhi Vegetarian Restaurant. The second one is by my JC classmates, which is cut-pizza in my hostel room. The third one coincided with the second one but it was a really touching surprise by my NS platoon mates, another cut-cake.

I want to thank the 28 people who wished and/or celebrated for me this wonderful 21st! And the presents too haha. Thanks all of you! You know who you are!

I felt for sure last night,
That it was too good to be true.
And once we said goodbye,
I felt the end; I felt so blue.

No one knows this part of me,
Will you ever become real?
Can you see in my eyes,
An addiction in you?

Surprisingly, I'll be 21.
I'm regretting so badly,
Is this our only way?
That we stay this way.

Last night's hall soccer was disappointing. I only played 8 out of 30 minutes because my team suddenly had a few extra players and I don't know why, so I didn't get the chance to play much. 1 win 1 draw 1 loss.

10 more days!